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Add a comment November 29, 2010

My heart’s voice.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don’t know how to be fine when I’m not
‘Cause I don’t know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling’s taking control of me
And I can’t help it

 
I won’t sit around, I can’t let her win now
Thought you should know

I’ve tried my best to let go of you

But I don’t want to

I just gotta say it all
Before I go

It’s getting hard to be around you
There’s so much I can’t say

Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize

It was always there just never spoken
I’m waiting here…been waiting here

 

Add a comment November 13, 2010

Truly Glad :)

I’m happy.
To have a friend like you.

I’d kept this story for quite a while,
and i couldn’t trust anyone with this story.
There’s one friend who i believe i could trust with my story
but she let me down.
She didn’t say her opinion, she just kept mocking me far worst
and i’m not really happy about it.

Yeah, for me.. There’s time to laugh and there’s time to be serious.
I accept my friend’s jokes and i laughed together with them
But there’s also time to tell and listen to each other.

I listened carefully for her story, gave her advices and support her,
but.. she didn’t actually did that to me.

So.. i kept silent
I won’t tell anyone about my stories.
but there’s a friend,
the one who i trusted the most of all.

I wanted to tell her each time, but everytime i mentioned
“hey. I want to tell you a story.”
i kept getting scared and afraid.
I don’t know what i’m afraid of.
I guess, i afraid, she didn’t believe and ignored me.

But today. I held my courage to tell her.
Yeah it felt really good to tell a story that sealed you for a long time.
And i’m really surprised, she responsed not as i imagined.
And she also told me, her side of stories.

I AM TRULY GLAD TO LISTEN TO MY FRIENDS’ STORIES
because i think, when they are sad or depressed, or maybe happy
there must be a friend who will sit there, next to them and listen to their
stories they have
…and i really wanna be that friend to all my friends.

Most of all. I am truly glad i have you as my friend. who can give me your
side of opinions and gladly listen to me.
I know maybe sometimes i talk to much, but thanks for listening to me.

~it meant so much just to know you even care about me~

Add a comment November 9, 2010

a love song

I miss your smile a lot.

I miss your words a lot.

I miss your voice a lot.

I miss your face a lot.

I think i miss every single thing about you.

The most thing of you that i miss is..

when you stand beside me.

I can only sing to myself a love song,

that you wrote for me in the rain

the lyrics were written in gold and

that makes me smile everytime i see

The song that makes me always…

dreaming to see you.

 

Still..not the exact song to fill my emptyness.

But i don’t care,

I want to hear it once again.

Eventhough I don’t know who owns your heart

I still want to hear those voice from your soul.

That Love Song.

Add a comment October 24, 2010

Psychopath??

Once every two weeks on Tues,  I join practicum class after school until 6.

Tuesday this week, the bio practicum was about operating a frog.

not actually operating though.

We just needed to cut it’s leg and gave it some electricity so we could see its reactions.

But before any cutting, we took the frog and put it in a jar.

The jar was filled with cloroform on tissues, the frog slowly turned weak, and we took it out before it died.

We were supposed to stab its Brain to destroy its brain cells.

Gosh.

My 2 other friends couldn’t be brave enough to stab the frog, they still had pity to the frog.

well. Then, it’s up to me or my other friend.

My other friend tried to stab the frog but he couldn’t continue, he handed it over to me, WHAT?

okay then. because i’ve been in this kind of situation when i was in elementary, I did it.

I stab the frog through it’s skin-it’s skeleton-to the brain.

The frog struggled at first, but a second later it died.

My friends then started calling me ” PSYCHOPATH”

WHAT?

i asked then why they called me that.

They said because i had no mercy at all.

Ugh. Please.. why psychopath?

Now. Every single thing i do in class, they always add psychopath.

like, ” pictures in her phone is what usually psychopathes have.”

WHAT?

I just saved a cute pict of a cartoon hitting his head to the wall. and some other cartoons crying, laughing, etc.

That’s all.

Hmmff..

After I think about it, yeah maybe they can call me PSCHOPATH  but plus cute.

–CUTE PSYCHOPATH–

much better. ^^

2 comments October 21, 2010

Fairytale part 2

i'm continuing my fairytale..
So,Pixie was terribly hurt. 
She'd never guess that even the boy, 
didn't recognized her anymore.
She noticed that the princess had given the 
boy some kind of potion to erase his memory about Pixie.
Flew off Pixie from his mind...

Pixie walked slowly to the garden near the waterfall at the party.
It was a celebration of the kings and queens' birthday.
She sat there, looked sad and desperate.
Suddenly, he came. The boy came to sit beside Pixie.
wew
She asked why he came,then he told a few stories
They chatted quite a while. 
Pixie was quite shocked. Because he said 
So much unpredictable sentences..
she was really happy.
Sadly no one knew how happy she was.
she just couldn't speak up.
Only one person knew. Her close friend from Vandalusia.
it was a great day, the next day was even a greater day.
But. that was over, until the princess came back in Action
Damn! i hate her!

Add a comment October 9, 2010

Fairytale

I have so many stories to tell my friends. But I just can’t open my mouth. Hmff. That’ s why i decided to wrote a fairytale. This fairytale is about me, my friends and what so ever goin’ on now.

I considered myself as : Pixie.

BACKGROUND STORY. Long story shorted.

Pixie entered a big famous land where there are many awesome personalities. And then, pixie went to a room. 
There were so many people there. She was so confused and decided to say hi to few people around her. 
Something caught her mind. 
A prince enetered the low class room. Oh wow....
that's what she thought she would say. 
She had been looking at the prince ever since.
She acknowledged what his habits and hobbies. She found that really interesting.
But wait. She realized something, he'd had someone else.
At the end. He broke her heart. He married a princess from the HighWay Castle. 
She didn't cry. Because she knew she didn't love him. She knew her place.
She wasn't in the same rank as the prince. That's why she gave up and moved along.
That worked. She move to another room and started new friendships there.

NOW ON

In that room. She met another one who caught in her eyes.
Not sure he was a prince or not. She wasn't even sure.
He talked to pixie. Smile together.
One day, pixie was talking to a worker there. The boy came to her and shoo the worker.
Pixie got confused. And so did the worker's friends.
He laughed and asked everyone to move  away, cause he wanted to be close with pixie. A joke of course!
oh wow. shocking but pixie laughed, so did he. then, they laughed together with the worker and her friends.
Funny joke.really.
Pixie got along really well with him. He told pixie his past and pixie listened.
Pixie told him her past and he listened. They traded stories. Every single time when they met in the room.
The room was extremely big so they might not met each day. 
Well. It was Fate. every single day, at least they met for once.
Day by day passed.
A day came where the room needed to be mix around.they need to socialize and trade with other rooms.
Oh no. They forced pixie's room so badly.
But once again. Fate was on their sides.
They were in the same room. Again.
but now, since pixie met a lot of new people. Pixie kinda forget him.
Pixie realized and came to his place to say hello.
A hello wasn't enough. He was sitting there with another person.
A gorgeous princess. She was hurt.
.........................(to be continued).........................................
 

Add a comment October 8, 2010

brand new breeze.

動いてる 時の中 めぐり会えたね You and I
溢れ出す この想い 消えないように 温めて
きらめく未来に あなたと二人で いたいから
Brand new breeze 感じたこ とない this feeling                                                                                 Just for you ずっと なくさないように

In the time that we were moving on,

Didn’t we meet by fate? You and I

I keep this overflowing feeling warm,

So it won’t disappear

In the glistening future,

I want to be together with you.

 

Brand New Breeze~.

I never felt this feeling before

Just for you~.

I won’t let it lose for forever.

嬉しい時 悲しい時も 迷わず飛ん でゆくから
抱きしめて 受け止めて 笑顔を見せ て欲しいの
あなたがい るから 今日も明日も I can keep on going

When I’m happy

And when I’m sad,

I don’t hesitate to fly to you.

 

I want you to hold me,

To catch me, and to show me your smile.

Because I have you,

Both today and tomorrow,

I can keep on going.

 

今始ま る物語
Just for us ずっと終わ らないように・・・

The tale begins now.

Just for us~.

And I won’t let it end for forever…

 

Add a comment October 7, 2010

The smile.

I smile.

She smiles.

He smiles.

I like to see  you smile.

Not that fake smile.

I can see the real smile in your eyes.

But not today,not yesterday and not the day before.

I miss that smile.

I used to see it everytime.

Like a cure for me.

But now, where does it go?

I haven’t seen it for a while.

My days passed without that smile.

Eventhough, i saw the shadow of the smile.

I realize that it wasn’t the same.

It changed.

Changed ?

Why does it have to change, anyway?

I want it back.

Some said, it changed for me.

Some said, it changed for her.

Who’s her?

Why did she change the smile ?

 Please tell me why.

She took it from me.

Just a few tic tocks.

She grabbed that smile.

Dragged it far away, far from me.

Why?

I want answers.

I want excuses.

I want the smile.

Does it have to be the smile? She asked

Yes. It has to be THAT smile.

She smiled and faded away.

Still carried the smile with her.

Why doesn’t she bring the smile back to me ?

Answer me. Why?

Add a comment October 7, 2010